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Just don't know what to do and think those days.  As much as I tried, it's all always come back to that emptiness and that anger that I'm feeling inside.  Only good times I'm having are when I'm talking with my moms; they are the ones who really understand and support me (even though they don't always agree with all my decisions, just respect them). Where did I go wrong? and when did I took that bad decision???

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Seulement je ne sais pas quoi faire et penser ces jours. Autant que j'ai essayé, tout revient toujours à ce vide et cette colère que je ressens à l'intérieur. Les seules bons moments que j'ai sont lorsque je parle avec mes mamans ; ce sont elles qui me comprennent  et me soutiennent vraiment (même si elles ne sont pas toujours d'accord avec toutes mes décisions, seulement les respectent). Où suis-je allé mal ? et quand ai-je pris cette mauvaise décision???

Comments

[MissDragon]

I`ll take you up on that.


See you tomorrow ...  

[Sweet'N'Sour]

Have a good night

[MissDragon]

Wow, yes. ... Seems that you are me ... or something like that. I agree with you that it`s hard to wake up and stand up every single morning (or day) but ... BUT ...


We have a saying here: You can`t give an other life to your day, but you can give your life one another day for sure! (Sory, I tried the best I can to translate it).


It`s nothing easier than to live. But just DO IT!!!


;-)

[Sweet'N'Sour]

I'm trying to survive every day

[MissDragon]

Hey, cheer up!


I guess I know how you feel. Maybe life is your enemy, but to be the winner of the game depends on how you beat or love this enemy. Esp. I don`t think that I`m pretty. But that dosn`t matter!
That`s nobodys fault and nobody can change it at all. And if you just show others that you don`t care, nobody will care. Understand?! Or an other story: A good friend of mine spent a long time in
jail. He`s really rueful and regrets what he has done and he`s ashamed as well. But since I told him, that I don`t care of what he has done and that`s just history, we are great friends, more
than before. Well, you see, you can`t kill this "enemy", so you have to manage on it.


;-)


In spite of everything have a nice day!

[Sweet'N'Sour]

Really appreciate your advice. I feel that I need to give a new direction to my life but can't do it right now because of some commitments that I made. I'm feeling so down that I don't even want
to get out of bed. It's not easy when you know that you're surronded by hypocrites, people doing things and talking trash behind your back and then lying to you. I show them that I don't care but
I'm so tired of everything.