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Anything that goes to my mind: ideas, thoughts, questions and many more.
Since the last two weeks, I have been to the doctors and hospitals more than I ever did. I've been through so many things: severe abdominal pain for which I ended up spending a night in the emergency room, as I couldn't even walk, (and they didn't found...
As the days pass by, more and more I'm asking myself what I'm doing with my life; I just have the feeling that I'm not where I was supposed to be. My life has been going up and down for some months. I would like to know: what am I doing wrong? did I moved...
Last night, R. invited me to go to a night club to dance. I was kind of shocked and he got mad because of this saying that there's nothing weird about that and didn't understand why I was so surprised. Nothing weird, of cause it was and I had the right...
Never before have I ever thought that I'll say something like this one day but I'm feeling like I'm staying with R. by habit and convenience. Why? Because I know that, emotionly, I have been withdrawing myself from our relationship. Not that I don't want...
Ah, le temps! Il y a quelques semaines je me plaignais de la brise froide qui accompagnait le soleil. Mais depuis peu, la température a quelque peu changée et est plus tolérable. Jusqu'à hier; comme tant d'autres personnes, j'ai souhaité un peu de chaleur...
Yesterday night, I went to a barbecue with a friend and really had a good time. It's been long since I enjoyed myself like this even though I didn't know most of the people there but that didn't matters to me. Luckily, R. has decided to stay home (seems...
Just don't know what to do and think those days. As much as I tried, it's all always come back to that emptiness and that anger that I'm feeling inside. Only good times I'm having are when I'm talking with my moms; they are the ones who really understand...
I really don't know what to do; seems like my life with R. is shattering in pieces and getting to its end. I thought that I could be happy with him but maybe I was just lying to myself. I didn't had any high expectations when I moved in with him but everything...
J'en ai vraiment marre de tout: la vie d'ici, cette ville de merde, ce foutu appart, etc. Ma mauvaise humeur est de retour malgré tous les efforts que j'ai faites pour garder ma bonne humeur mais c'est assez difficile avec toutes ces choses qui me font...
It seems like the only things I've been doing are surf the net and watch TV. Since I came back from vacation, I didn't cooked, only these last two days, and I also neglected the cleaning which R. was supposedly trying to do. I do go out for a walk but...
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